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Post-it #1

2011-12-07T10:48:00.001+08:00

Wait… for me :)

Delirious

2011-05-14T20:03:00.001+08:00

It seems like my fate is sealed – all four of my wisdom teeth shall remain. For now, anyway. And for that, I missed a very special opportunity to visit the zoo with my DF teammates. But I did manage to travel all the way to Country Heights to catch a glimpse of the magnificent interior of mama’s client’s house. Oh, and stay for a very enlightening conversation on Malaysian politics and listen to

The Revival

2011-05-07T00:44:00.001+08:00

Just got back from an uneventful birthday dinner and had to come face to face with a melodramatic scene. Such twists always give me the urge the churn out posts that are not worth reading. Still, it suits me fine. Reminder to self: don’t celebrate father’s birthday till he’s sixty or something. Too much pain to endure. I have one weekend left before I leave for college. This time, I will study

Shocking?

2010-11-06T03:29:00.001+08:00

I’m about to turn 21 in approximately 6 months, yet I still do not know how to drive. Slap me.

Idk

2010-08-13T13:20:00.001+08:00

I think I’ve reached a point in life where I find myself most frustrated and exhausted. It’s like I don’t have the strength to even care anymore. I resist the urge to shoot ‘so what?’ and ‘this does not concern me’ to your face. Ah, despicable me. But I’m too numb to bother about possible outcomes; I’m sick of doing the dirty work, picking up the pieces of what’s left. And there are friends. I

When I Really Should Be Fast Asleep

2010-08-12T03:36:00.001+08:00

Video #1 Video #2

240710

2010-07-25T01:20:00.001+08:00

[Start] This is the day I’ve completely lost every bit of respect I have had for you. I’ve made up my mind to stop defending you, may it be to others or even myself. I’ve had enough – you asked for this. I’m tired of your temper tantrums; you’re fifty, not five. The time has come for you to put the blame on yourself. Please stop ruining our lives. I can’t stress enough: we have our limits. [

In Loving Memory

2010-07-10T13:17:00.003+08:00

I dreamt about you yesterday. Again. But unlike the other times, this time you’re different. You seem younger. Happier. Carefree. And for once, since you’ve left us, I am happy. Thinking about you in the past month has brought me nothing but pure anguish. I cry just looking back at the past. I cry so hard. But all this sorrow, this constant recollection, it all reminds me of how much love you had

Ironically

2010-07-06T20:49:00.001+08:00

it’s over before it has even started. how am i ever going to pick up the pieces? why do i always have to go through the pain of starting over? imagine, all this without you. do you expect me to continue living like you’ve never happened? oh, wait. perhaps you do. you don’t care. in fact, you’ve made it clear from the start. it’s no use trying to convince you when you never truly listen. and to

I Wonder

2010-07-05T01:58:00.001+08:00

how it feels like being in love once more? Seems like it has been a lifetime since I’ve felt loved or fallen in love. O, love where art thou? (Note deliberate replacement of Romeo. Methinks it sounds too corny :)

How Much Do I Annoy You?

2010-06-27T16:55:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, there is so much to tell and write, I don't know what to start on. For instance, I come across something in Facebook, and this certain something brings me extreme displeasure to the point where I silently fume and boil until I can no longer contain my anger and just want to be plain irrational. I pity my friends, sometimes. Most of the time, actually. For having to bear with my

Love You No More

2010-05-22T14:56:00.001+08:00

In short, Loved the old hated the new

Anxiety

2010-05-18T16:57:00.001+08:00

A zillion thoughts have crossed my mind over the past week. Making a decision regarding my studies has never been this hard. I’ve been pondering over this for quite some time, yet I’m still confounded to the maximum. At times I don’t know what to think, every path chosen seems to have its pros and cons; but right now they seem to have jumbled up into this incredibly weird combo, threatening to

dniweR

2010-05-16T00:53:00.001+08:00

I WANT MY HOLIDAYS BACK !!! T.T

Swinging Solo

2010-05-14T14:31:00.001+08:00

In a few days time it shall all be back to the regular routine once more: I shall be traipsing lazily to class, grabbing bites in-between, sharing corny jokes with mates (old ones, of course) and trying to mingle with the new people. I’m really very apprehensive about it all, making new friends. At times, I’m at an ease. At others, I feel like I can’t be bothered to. Why can’t I just sink into

Paranoia

2010-05-13T23:21:00.003+08:00

something is terribly wrong. the worst thing is, i don’t know what it is. or who. it’s a boycott, i’m sure. i shall be wary, for now. extremely wary. you manwhore! i take pleasure in being irrational, for now. extremely irrational. PMS=FML

Sometimes

2010-05-09T02:59:00.001+08:00

i wonder if it’s even worth it helping people when they don’t even give two hoots whether they’re destroying their life or other’s. it’s incredibly easy to forgive a long lost friend with a mere phone call. it puzzles me why people are so eager to get into relationships. Singlehood ain’t good enough for you people? going to bed earlier than usual seems like a good idea. Dreams surpass reality,

Food For Thought

2010-05-04T23:40:00.001+08:00

HOW can a person allow another to lie at his/her face? HOW can a ‘friend’ betray another who entrusts him/her with anything important? HOW can a friend morph into a complete STRANGER all of a sudden? WHY does a person allow another to toy with his/her feelings? WHY can’t two people just cut the crap and tell each other they love each other already? WHY do people keep their emotions

Emancipation

2010-04-28T13:28:00.001+08:00

Contrary to popular belief (and also my contradicting actions), I actually very much prefer to rise and shine in the (early) morning as compared to my current situation, which is heading off to bed at 2am, suffering from insomnia till 5 or so, getting up multiple times wondering if I should consider making myself a sandwich for breakfast and eventually falling asleep grumpily after

The Optimist is Pretty Pessimistic

2010-03-14T23:13:00.001+08:00

A friend once said: ‘there is no such thing as a boy and a girl being just friends’, and warned me against getting too close to certain guy friends. I laughed it off and told her that she was mistaken. Another friend then told me that friendship between a guy and a girl is ‘bullshit’. I was horrified, and retaliated by asking him in return if that really was what he thought of our friendship.

Time To Be A Girl

2010-03-10T15:30:00.001+08:00

The Boyfriend Jacket Jeggings Spring/Summer 2010 In Floral

As Requested

2010-03-10T01:13:00.001+08:00

ERROR: TCW is no longer single. Turns out he's married AND unavailable. Scandalous! Disclaimer: The author is not responsible for the publishing of this advert and regrets if this advert has offended anyone. Insulting comments will also be deleted immediately. The One You’ve Been Waiting For TO: All the (hot) girls out there FROM: TCW SUBJECT: 20/M/KL The name’s TCW. I go by the nickname

10 Things You Didn’t Know About Me

2010-03-09T23:37:00.001+08:00

1# I secretly (no longer a secret from now) take pleasure in being my friends’ personal online counselor in the romance department, although I may not fare as well in that ‘sector’. I absolutely have no idea if my advice and opinions do help solve their problems, but I’m content with knowing that I at least put them at ease :) 2# I have this unexplainable fetish for anything green tea related,

I’m OK

2010-03-08T00:56:00.001+08:00

I can finally say this: you don’t matter anymore. I don’t fancy being ignored, really. It’s not a very nice feeling, if you know what I mean. I do wish we could rewind and return to how we used to be, though. Just rewind. And forgive each other. *** I think I’m going to make a chocolate cake. And I don’t mean in the toilet. I’m hopeful that it’ll turn out wonderful. If not, delectable. After

Dancing in the Moonlight

2010-03-02T02:20:00.001+08:00

but why? I cannot dance. I am misguided; my heart’s been torn to pieces, led astray. but I can endure this. if you’ll just take my hand. if only you will.

Insipid

2010-02-24T01:17:00.001+08:00

So here I am now, staring at the computer screen, trying my best to take reality in. It really seems quite morbid, actually. At present I’m feeling like I belong to part of the retrenched- useless, disappointed, anticipating. Most of all, lost. Lost in the sense that things don’t quite seem to be working out, despite all the hope and effort put in. Instead of slaving in the f&b industry or

The Great Outdoors

2010-02-21T00:37:00.001+08:00

Everyone knows I’m not an outdoorsy person. I wish I were, though. That’s why I decided to make a feeble attempt, and agreed to experience trekking AND hiking at the same time. I have to admit, I was a tad skeptical about this ‘outdoor activity’, which somehow felt very alien to me, and initially rejected the invitation. I’m relieved to say, it was a wonderful experience and I have absolutely no

Overdue

2010-02-19T22:31:00.001+08:00

This is dedicated to a very dear friend of mine, Loo Wanji, who had this sudden inspiration for the both of us to answer this unique? set of questions. Imho I think it’s harder than accounts. Don’t ever make me do this again please and thank you :) 1 Why do you like me the most? I like you because you’re dependable. Well, most of the time anyway. We don’t hangout that often due to my fantastic

The Only Exception

2010-02-19T19:03:00.001+08:00

When I was younger I saw my daddy cry And cursed at the wind He broke his own heart And I watched As he tried to reassemble it And my momma swore that She would never let herself forget And that was the day that I promised I'd never sing of love If it does not exist But darlin’, You, are, the only exception You, are, the only exception You,

I don’t like my blog.

2010-02-17T15:56:00.001+08:00

I don’t know why. But I will be ready to write soon. I’m off to devour those mandarins!

Plants vs. Zombies

2010-02-01T21:13:00.001+08:00

Save me :(

Tumultuous Times

2009-11-08T00:57:00.001+08:00

so much has happened since the semester began. i vaguely remember this time, last year. then, i was very much in love; in love with life itself. i pretty much accepted what life had to offer back then. i was carefree and young. not that i’m not young now, but i was younger. as the days dragged on, somehow any form of fervour and happiness seemed to fade away, and i was slowly blanketed by

just for you

2009-11-07T22:59:00.001+08:00

i feel terrible. in fact, there’s this whirlwind of emotions threatening to huff and puff and blow away every bit of rationality i have within me. is it so wrong to enjoy life the way it is now? to savour this moment of joy we so rarely manage to attain? apparently it is not, especially not with rumours flying and when tongues are wagging. and if you ever feel the same way, i shall fear the worst

The Wait

2009-11-07T20:44:00.001+08:00

I wonder if it’s worth it.

October

2009-10-01T13:41:00.001+08:00

has come. Timetables are out. It’s almost time to get back to the everyday routine of waking up to *insert song of preference* which, in my case is Viva la Vida; :) hitting the snooze button and attempting to make the most out of the measly 5 mins; arriving to classes on time without unleashing the wrath of tutors; meeting others in-between classes; pondering over where to grab lunch… the list

Re: Shareholder

2009-09-26T19:54:00.001+08:00

I’m not a big fan of jumping into conclusions, nor do I give credit to lunatics who diss others online for the sake of abating their anger. But Allien’s most recent ‘Shareholder’ post is spot on. I know I shouldn’t regard it as hilarious, since I reckon I’m the supposed slut-slash-bitch in her post but I guess I really had that coming. Thank you for the enlightenment, btw. And I really appreciate

Hate

2009-09-22T17:37:00.001+08:00

is a strong word. I’ll never be one to hate someone for what wrong they’ve done to me. In fact, I’m rather incapable of doing that. These few weeks have been pretty hard on me, but the lessons I’ve learnt throughout this period have done me good indeed. Now I know what a fool I’ve been, it has been almost a year of love plus a week of poignant tears, adequate teardrops to make me feel silly,

Poison Ivy

2009-09-08T18:57:00.001+08:00

You lost me.

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2009-08-22T02:50:00.001+08:00

I must be going quite mad. Is there a theory to prove that studying contributes towards death of brain cells? So today, an hour or so ago I’ve finally gotten to finishing my MIS. Don’t get me wrong, when I say I finish something I mean that at long last I’ve managed to complete the reading of my lecture notes for the very first time. Which means, I can finally start memorizing eleven

Faceless

2009-08-15T22:13:00.001+08:00

I suspect that I have the ‘muka tembok’ or ‘hou lian pi’ syndrome. Today, while hopping walking up the steps to a stationery shop in TBR, I banged my toe on a step while checking out a couple of girls (yeah, girls look at other girls too) and fell. Thank god for hand support, I managed to stabilize myself and prevent the clumsy old me from knocking my front teeth out. Amazingly, all I did was

Ravenous

2009-08-09T03:00:00.001+08:00

I attended DiGi training yesterday, and the yellow people just gave me a piece of extremely exciting news! Unfortunately, it’s tip top secret and therefore I am unable to disclose it here. So we shall all wait for the 12th of August to arrive. The prospect of finally getting my (first!) paycheck by the end of this month is kind of driving me into a frenzy, because I can’t possibly spend it all

Passed: My First Ever Endurance Test

2009-08-02T15:08:00.001+08:00

Managed to successfully complete King of The Road sponsored by Adidas. Although it was only 10.5km, running with 3000 others mostly clad in sleeveless orange Adidas jerseys was nothing less than amazing. Sure, the number of participants in this run might be so much lesser as compared to KL Marathon, but I actually prefer to run without random people flicking their sweat towards my direction or

Out of Ideas

2009-07-30T02:56:00.001+08:00

I got my phone back. ~!@#$%^&* And I’m so mad at it. I’m actually more angry at the repairman, for denting my 595 and breaking the Walkman button at the side during the so-called process of repairing my phone. Even after repair, it blackouts whenever I listen to music. As much as I hate to admit this, I'm going to have to resort to saving to get a new phone. No point spending so much

747

2009-07-25T01:02:00.001+08:00

This will be a quick one, before I happily snuggle beneath the folds of my duvet. A wonderful way indeed to end a somewhat productive day. I actually managed to start on my biz law assignment and it’s almost 50% complete as I type this, and I’m about to faint from exhaustion. This feeling is pure bliss, though. Just to wish a wonderful friend a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY :) You know I’m referring to

Facing the Music

2009-07-17T23:34:00.002+08:00

“It came out like a river once I let it out When I thought that I wouldn't know how Held onto it forever, just pushing it down Felt so good to let go of it now Not wrapping this in ribbons Shouldn't have to give a reason why It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow I can't believe that I stayed till today”-DAUGHTRY there’s no denying how sick and tired

Confetti

2009-07-14T02:40:00.001+08:00

your mobile beeps, and without a doubt, you vaguely know who that is. drowsy with sleep, you seize at your phone, eager to examine its contents. the words are replaying in your mind as you struggle to fathom the true meaning of the text: sugary sweet, nonetheless infused with an overdose of venom. fully aware of the magnitude of the actions of both parties, you try to generate a somewhat witty

Astoundingly Absurd

2009-07-11T17:58:00.001+08:00

So I’m the type of girl who automatically switches to frenzy mode if my phone ever slips from my fingers or does a vanishing act. Then why on earth did I do the LOL thingy when my entire mobile plunged to its death straight into Shoo Ann’s™ metal mug ¾ filled with warm water? D:

Dereliction

2009-06-27T19:23:00.001+08:00

It’s a wonder people even take time off to pay my blog a visit. I hardly update, am so caught up with college life, and all I do is concentrate on RC. Heck, I don’t even bother to reply people’s comments on my wall, not that I receive many. Forgive me for my antisocial attitude. I admit I’ve been very much obsessed in my recent quest to obtain more resources in the form of cash and trying to

Riotous

2009-06-27T14:02:00.001+08:00

Maybe I am a teensy bit prejudiced towards public transportation. But our Malaysian railway system fails to prove me wrong when it comes to controversies regarding rail efficiency time and again whenever I utilize their services. I absolutely cannot comprehend why and how their engine can even afford to break down despite the fact that passenger ridership is at its highest during peak hours.

Exhaustion

2009-06-13T23:08:00.001+08:00

She pants on the sidewalk, head spinning. As she circles the compound, all she sees are the ghosts of her past; shards of broken glass. Mechanic. Beads of sweat drip down her face and she swipes at them with the back of her hand in annoyance, wondering how many more rounds she could take. She was impassive towards her spectators, towards the obvious curiosity imbued within them. As the ache at

Mental Case

2009-05-20T23:22:00.003+08:00

If anyone would be so kind to help ease the rising levels of mounting frustration accumulating within me at this very moment. The habit of scratching and picking at random spots appealing to my wandering hands has finally gotten back at me. As of now I’m forced to endure nasty stinging sensations followed by this numbness in my left index whenever I use my left hand, which, of course is quite

Yum Yum

2009-05-20T03:15:00.002+08:00

Oh my goddd. This is even better than dark berry frapp+macha ice cream+rob pattinson combined! It’s so good, you HAVE to listen to this Taylor Swift and Coldplay-inspired piece. ‘Inspired’. Ha! Guess where I found this? On perezhilton! *Shamefaced* And Leslie’s got it all converted in his iPod since don’t know when. Gayness. I wanttttt :D Now I cannot rest without syncing it into my pod.

I was trying to fly but I couldn’t find my wings

2009-05-16T15:42:00.001+08:00

Oh my goodness! *Cue sharp intake of breath* The semester examination results have been released! *Drum roll* and SMILES :D *** I now fully understand why female drivers are usually so scorned upon while they’re on the road. And I’ve come to a realization as to why the cars of female drivers have to undergo maintenance more often than men :) And that some drivers just plain suck

Colouring the Birds and Jumping Fishes

2009-05-13T17:15:00.002+08:00

Tracy Chapman’s website is über cool!!! Check it out at http://www.tracychapman.com/ Absolutely love the paint function! Can anyone design my blog to look like that? Simply amazing. Or has it been around for ages and only now I notice it? Will be heading back to college for the day to help SWC with the packaging of the orientation kits and hopefully, perform whatever duties I have in store for

You Belong With Me (?) & Crazier

2009-05-09T01:26:00.001+08:00

Cute guy alert…!!!!!! Is it the same guy in both videos? :)… Drools

April. The Month That Was

2009-05-04T15:56:00.003+08:00

Guess it’s time for this much awaited ‘long’ entry to be published after my constant procrastination to blog. Really, I’m starting to get lazy. Leslie, is your neck getting long yet :p There are so many birthdays in April, remind me to save up for next year’s cakes and presents please. This entry should be dated back to as late as 13th April (my birthday!). But, due to exams and all, yeah. If

Up, Up and Away vs the Land Down Under

2009-05-03T19:09:00.001+08:00

Shall it be huffing and puffing all the way upppPPPP! Mount Kinabalu during the dreaded break after diploma or merely crossing my fingers when it comes to finally being able to visit Sydney? Decisions, decisions.

Beautifully Broken Part II

2009-04-23T00:31:00.002+08:00

I think. I just fell out of love.

Beautifully Broken

2009-04-22T14:20:00.001+08:00

Hi! Form BE- Resident individual receiving employment income Form B- Resident individual receiving income from sources other than employment Form M- Non-resident individuals Form C- Companies Form E- Return by employers Responsibilities of Employee/Taxpayer New arrival Sec 77(3) Submission of return Sec 77(1) Change of address Sec 89 Responsibilities of Employer Form E and EA/EC Sec 83

I ♥ Curls

2009-04-12T17:44:00.002+08:00

Credits to seventeen.com and facebook ~ On a completely different note, I feel like shit. And I have my parents to thank for it. Currently in a super antisocial mood. Stay away D:<

Losing Every Ounce of Rationality

2009-04-04T02:55:00.003+08:00

My favourite time of the year has officially arrived! Despite the upcoming potential of doom and gloom that the exams might bring, and the fact that I’ll be spending more money than usual this month, I still favour the month of April most. Not telling why. Lazy :D I’m squandering and I have yet to receive my monthly allowance. Been nicking my angpau money and swiping the card excessively. God

Momentous

2009-03-28T00:10:00.001+08:00

This is such a bad picture, but oh well :)

Sad Songs for Dirty Lovers

2009-03-24T18:13:00.002+08:00

Taylor Swift is awesome. I love her White Horse video featuring Laguna Beach star Stephen Colletti who also played Chase Adams in One Tree Hill. He’s cute but too bad he’s such a jerk in the video. *grins* Absolutely love Taylor’s curls though. What do you think of me with curls? Blond ringlets especially. Never mind. Would’ve been too weird xD Also this part… Him: “All I want is you. Do you

Cookout

2009-03-21T19:53:00.003+08:00

17.03.09 was definitely a date to remember for all my group 2 mates (including one solitary milk mum from group 4) who attended the event of the year class barbecue. To those who attended, thank you for making it happen :) Special thanks to the hosts and hostesses (Celine & Co) as well as to our beloved Milk Mum for organizing this bbq. And for barbecuing those superbly awesome!!! pork chops

Vis-à-vis

2009-03-20T23:02:00.004+08:00

It's been a long and terrible week. Thankfully, I survived this calamity with much grace (I wish!) :pFor those who have any knowledge about the latest debacle, it has finally come to an abrupt halt.**Cheers**One thing though. I, Lerina Lim shall don whatever I fancy. No mistake about that. Take it or leave it.I apologize if any of my latest posts have been full of monotony. Nonetheless, this is

Quote of the Day

2009-03-07T01:27:00.008+08:00

"I don't think there is anything on the market worth less than USD 50k that is as stylish as you"followed by..."your blog sucks!the language. the color.the topic.i just hate it."thank you, wanji :)i hope you're kidding

Tempestuous

2009-03-06T18:28:00.004+08:00

The reason why I'm back home for the weekend is to attend my best friend's birthday luncheon. And now they tell me we're going back to Ipoh tomorrow!? Great.Selini's P1 Wimax is working! Time to go laptop shopping! *grins*Returning to college has done me a lot of good. Happiness factor shot up by 50% minimum! Hee :) Have I mentioned that I did some shopping? :pAnother storm is brewing?

This is for you, wretch

2009-03-01T17:31:00.005+08:00

If you ever dare to lay your hand upon me once moreMay you be damned to the ancient fires of hell forevermoreNo, I'm not in some kind of effing poetic mood. Good luck to you if you ever cross my way.@#$%^&*!!!!!!

It's Sem 1 All Over

2009-02-25T14:55:00.004+08:00

Yep! Timetable's out. Since it's a super short sem, classes start at 2pm! on Wednesday! and end at 12pm! on Friday. Which means, hooray! towards escaping the Monday blues :)Thank you thank you thank youuu for not assigning me classes on Saturday! I am eternally grateful :)Year 2 will be commencing pretty soon! I'm thrilled :DI have yet to grasp the concept of learning Basic Taxation, but Selini

Singapore?

2009-02-21T01:00:00.010+08:00

I'm contemplating on travelling to Singapore during my sem break in May, especially after getting tempted by my cousin's wife, who stays there with baby Michelle and is constantly inviting me to spend the night at her place :) She's so kind, not only is she willing to let me sleep over at her place, she's also offering to treat me to instant noodles during my entire stay with her so that I'll be

Desperation

2009-02-17T23:26:00.004+08:00

Ditching my blog at times like this seems like a good idea especially when I've got absolutely nothing to write about. The sides of my overgrown 'bob' are practically writhing in agony, contributed by my incessant and merciless tugging at their tips.This is frustrating. And I've just figured out that blogging is very similar to essay writing. In a way, I guess. If it's true, then this only boils

Pirates

2009-02-11T22:56:00.005+08:00

I admit, it's rather fun being on a cruise although there was the constant worry of whether there would be pirates attacking us since it was CNY and all.SuperStar Libra is rather small compared to the rest of the cruises, but I had fun exploring the deck.As it was a one-day trip, we only sailed around the Straits of Malacca and then back to Port Klang. Kinda pointless, if you ask me. Entering the

This is addictive

2009-02-11T01:07:00.008+08:00

If you haven't seen this! Click click :p It's their official video, and their lyrics are so cutesy, it's hard not to fall in ♥love♥ with this.Trust me :D ps: click on HQ

CNY @ Taiping

2009-02-09T00:50:00.017+08:00

Taiping. A quaint little town surrounded by vast amounts of greenery Much fresh air generatedEmits peaceful serenityThe Lake GardenStrolls by the lakeAt the bottom of the waterfallCare to take a dip? The water might just kill you :DAunts and niece. We're that old xDPoint taken :)Trees of a hundred years...Brings about the other side of the family treeWho's who? ;)

I'm Back

2009-02-08T22:29:00.004+08:00

Welcome Home :)

Just My Luck

2009-02-01T12:09:00.009+08:00

Blackjack.Caribbean Stud-Poker.Baccarat.Dai-Sai.Roulette.Someone just lost SG$20 on the slot machines on board SuperStar Libra :(

Public Transportation & Dirty Old Men

2009-01-28T23:49:00.002+08:00